Set your goal and keep moving forward.
Do not worry about how many years you have been living the same way. If you truly wish to change -
The best revenge is no revenge. Move on. Be happy.
Do not ever let fear hold you back. Fear was the fuel for every great achievement that ever was.
If you want to be great, do it. There is nothing holding you back. It is all in your control.
Step out of the history that is holding you back. Step into the new story you are willing to create.
You will never need more than He can supply, and what He supplies, both materially and spiritually -
Forget what hurt you but never forget what it taught you.
Happiness will come when you let go of the hurt that is holding you back.
Keeping baggage from the past will leave no room for happiness in the future.